i wish i could get into dating
as title says
a lot of the friends i made here are a lot more open to the concept of going on dates for fun/to find someone (vs a concept i used to have of going on dates with someone ONCE you've established the relationship)
i want to but i can't because i can't make an account on any apps with my now useless US phone number
and also because. im scared
i've only been in one real relationship before and it only lasted a semester (something something 3 month rule...) which i think is why i feel a little apprehensive about being 'casual' ,, like, already?
but now that i'm 20 (happy late birthday to me >< ) maybe i should get real
and i want to be loved