actually i don't know how to study
it's like i can either keep up the pace and copy everything down or i actually try to understand and then i get caught up in minor details
i swear it wasn't always this hard
i've gone over the same lecture slides about 4 times now and still don't think i truly understand :(
but on the bright side i did in fact get my nails done! it was about ~45 USD for single color and hard gel, which i think is really good compared to my hometown
i love to dress up and put on makeup and do stuff to my appearance because it makes me feel in control
and it makes me feel pretty >.<
i need to wake up early tomorrow - i'm going to korea to see my family! i haven't seen them in a while and i'm nervous and excited